recorded & mixed at: September 1993 Studio 2 of Polish Radio in Opole
engineered by: Andrzej Czubiński and SMAR SW
produced by: SMAR SW
published MC by: Silverton
Yogurth - guitars
Ninja - bass
Sikor - drums
Sezon - voices
[subtop]words[/subtop]
don't you dare judge my existence
because my goals and aspirations are mine
I feel like puking when I look at you
that's why I'm leaving because I wanted to live differently
I fuck you, I fuck you
you'll say I was weak and maladjusted
underdeveloped and still immature
I chose this moment myself
on my life's path
I'm not afraid of anything
I'm just leaving
I fuck you, I fuck you
you don't know what really matters in a person
you are ridiculous to me
in pursuit of nothing
I will never kneel before your ridiculous god
I will never again be saturated with
your musty stench
I fuck you, I fuck you
this is a piece for those
who lacked the strength
to face the adversities of fate
to all those who let themselves be defeated
by money, the uncertainty of tomorrow
and the torture of gray everyday life
to all those who forgot
think, you dickhead, what do you want
what is your ridiculous existence
worth today
you gave up on yourself, you surrendered
you live like a slave, like a chained dog
you have to live, really live
you have to live and be yourself
if you let yourself be defeated
it's better to end yourself today
you don't see the goal anymore, even though you once did
you are not yourself today, you don't live as you wanted
you adapt your plans for tomorrow to the opportunities
you take what they give you, you don't feel life anymore
you lost your dreams, your faith you sold
you've already forgotten that you once thought
compromise won't help even though you bend evenly
like plasticine like soft shit
apparent thinking is eating you away
you're already like everyone else you've gone crazy
the paralysis of everyday life has fucked you up
start living for real or kill yourself
I would like to free myself from everyday life
I'm afraid of the grayness of the next day
There's a wall of hatred in front of me
My future
is a black void
I have no hope for a better tomorrow
Hope has long since abandoned me
There are only moments of illusory joy
Fragments of happiness
Floating in the shit
Chains of dependencies
Chain me to this world
I'm too weak to break them
Complete apathy is not the solution
Escaping into drugs won't give freedom
I don't understand the world, I don't understand people
Others live well here
In the tunnel I'm in
Darkness reigns
There's no light showing the destination
illusions of progress to hide misery
logic of power is lies and repression
give them your future
give them your life
they set the laws and restrictions
you give yourself to them, you must obey
I don't want controlled freedom
I reject the future they set
I don't want to die just because
the bastards in power want it
I see people who have submitted and are obedient
these are victims of the power you created
you create, so you can also destroy
destroy the power to live
don't approve of the power
don't let yourself die
don't vote
for thieves and murderers
you have reason, decide for yourself
what hinders the development of our personalities
what destroys and overwhelms them
what deprives them of the right to exist
what forces them into deadly patterns
what builds stress and frustration
destroys the sensitive expansion of our dreams
why at the age of twenty
the peak of our dreams
becomes an apartment
why we become terrified
by the dead perspective of our youth
with the remnants of dreams in our hands we admit
that it is impossible to live the way we wanted
you say we were fucked by the system
but it's only our fault
because no one told us to
stick our asses out
and now we explain ourselves like whores
that we did it out of ignorance and lack of hope
as long as we fight we encounter difficulties
this builds true humanity in us
when we will say that power prevails
we will admit that we are defeated
and this is bullshit
when the moment of surrender comes
we take advantage of our youth
we are reconciled with the world
we are not even slaves
we are dead a slave can rebel
man is either free or does not exist
go far away vomit out
all the hatred contained in me
all the hatred
of my existence
all the hatred of my life
break through the wall of indifference
break out of the land of decadence
do finally something that would give me joy
different from the joy of existence
break out of the bonds that bind my mind
break out of the chaos of life
throw the metal out of my mind
break down the blockade of my thinking
let's do something to start living
to stop vegetating
false humility and love of neighbor
for the promise of eternal life
mental comfort because it is very expensive
to answer to yourself
because only fear explains faith
inferiority complex self-doubt
entrusting your gray life to someone
to give it meaning and purpose for you
because it is easier to answer in heaven
than to honestly judge yourself
money for God no one's money
and here on earth someone lives off it
someone lives off it
you think that if a few idiots
beat the shit out of me you'll break me
this is definitely not enough
for you to prove to me
that you're better, motherfucker
before you hit me
think carefully
maybe I'm stronger than you
we're here
we're not going anywhere
your time has come
fascist motherfuckers
counter force with force
and aggression with even greater aggression
fuck the Nazis, either you or me
fuck the Nazis, fuck their violence
fuck the Nazis, I'll settle the score today
fuck the Nazis, let's not be cunts
fuck the Nazis, let's have some fucking courage
fuck the Nazis, sing with us
counter force with force
and aggression even greater aggression
it's bad to be alone
among strangers masks
not understanding
afraid of life
without the right to escape
without the right to freedom
without the right to be alone
without the right to live
it's bad to be a machine
to be a stranger to people
not understood
scared of life
it's good to be among your own
among people without masks
not understanding
afraid of life
they will strike early in the morning
there will be no compromise
they will pour blood and punk
today they will take revenge for everything
the angel of death will carelessly
say your name
when the dawn of vengeance comes
to stand by their side
they will kill you for everything
you will find no mercy in them
they will smash you with cockneys
they will tear your bones
ask the wind of death
when the shadows of vengeance rise
let them feast on your fear
feed their axes
what have I done to myself why have I gone so fucked up
I looked for help but I lost my way
the cry has gone silent I've lost my strength like a dick
something is choking my throat something is causing me pain
under the cover of darkness my thoughts like shadows
are groping the walls of my prison
I can no longer fight my enslavement
I hate the world
and I hate myself
I hate myself
the real dawn of morning will hide a nightmare
somewhere at the bottom of empty eyes
dreams rejected
and only my side stings when I cross the street
to chase nothing again
to pretend to live again
when memories come back
and regret will tighten my throat
I will vomit out my fucked up life again
helplessly I will raise my hands
towards the stars in the sky
again I hate the world and I hate myself
I hate myself
state - state is a prison
power - power is slavery
state and power are institutions
whose existence is based on the army
police and security services
that is, legal violence and terror
law does not give even a particle of freedom
is another ploy
to deceive a person
antonym of the word law is the word prohibition
when there is no law, there are no prohibitions
school - kills your thoughts
religion - teaches you slavery
school based on the principles of punishment and rewards
exists to eradicate the seed of free thought
closes our horizons of thought
teaches how to be a good slave
religion, on the other hand, imposes on us from above
certainties, commandments, principles of morality
promising a posthumous reward of eternity
orders you to be a good slave
a person raised from the first years of life
in obedience to fear and submission
he is silent and thinks as he was taught
he does not realize
that he is a slave
you do not realize
you are a slave
mentally ill with an inferiority complex
want to flood the altar of their sick nationality with blood
Poles, drunken whores and bums
holy damned thieves and informers
would sell each other for free
would kill each other for nothing
your leaders are climbing
on the back of loud slogans
and your empty heads
one day they'll kick you in the ass
and blame the crisis, hunger and fear on you
now they need you
because cannon fodder must be stupid
it's easier to buy an idiot today
when there's someone to blame the hopelessness of our days
brainless crowds of young psychopaths
used by preachers and lunatics
perverted madmen racist bastards
w the gibberish of your rulers
you believe without reservations
a Pole would sell a Pole for free
a Pole would kill a Pole for nothing
and today you bark about your superiority
blind and deaf, deprived of consciousness
your leaders are climbing
on the basis of loud slogans and your empty heads
one day they will kick you in the ass
they will feed you shit like Hitler did to the SA
now they need you as long as they have power
it's your empty heads that are naive that they will realize
the dreams of the SA leaders last night
day doesn't rise here
there is no day
black smoke obscures the sun
piles of corpses holocaust
hope love and other feelings
remained on the wires on the other side
the extermination is still going on
wagon after wagon goes by
today there are also those
who want to restart the furnaces
they want a new crime
there are more and more of them
our duty
is to say - no!
if we created something truly our own
the entire state system or most of it
would suddenly cease to exist
helpless in the face of our behavior
then we would see that everything that for so many years
aroused fear and anxiety in us
and sometimes forced us to various wickedness
was just a skillfully woven lie
based on a system of
financial dependencies
none of us is able to
threaten the state alone
but together we constitute a force that the ruling bandits would have to start reckoning with
that is why they go to so much trouble
to divide us, they want to destroy us
we have nowhere to go
they want to force us to be submissive
so we will fight
when you think that you will buy everyone
that you will conquer everything
Lies, money, a stick
Something is stabbing you in the ass, someone is spoiling your work
Someone's furious hands are raised
Let's fight for our rights
You weren't fooled because you promised
the same as the scoundrels who ruled before you
Their thoughts are not corrupted by money, not poisoned
They will crush your goals underfoot
Let's fight for our rights
Let's unite, we will destroy you
Because in this life is the only hope for us
We will not give in, there is no price on us
The fight that has begun, we will fight to the end
Let's fight for our rights
We will take our own matters into our own hands
You can't stop the wind with tanks and sticks
You are messing with our lives
So you will pay for this
Unity is our strength, the gallows for you
Let's fight for our rights
you lie spat out
thrown against the wall
with numb hands
you gather the remains of your body
through empty eye sockets
your brain flows out
the last barricade
of free thinking
forgotten by god
destroyed by people
you stretch your body
in a final spurt
icy indifference
burns your tongue
you know you won't say anything more
to them
unwanted rejected
alone in the midst of life
you don't want to fight anymore
you let yourself be defeated
with blinders on
and your head down
deaf to the truth
you've gone over to their side